"What we have here is a dead shark."

I can't say that I'm entirely ok right now. Since breaking up I've entered the 'bitter phase' where I'm pretty much sick of seeing, hearing, and/or reading about people in relationships. A girl I work with was talking about how her and her boyfriend were being "couply" and how they "are in love" and I wanted to punch her. Really, I've never wanted to punch anyone more in my entire
life.

How come she gets to be so happy? What did I ever do to not deserve a good relationship? Wait, scratch that. I DO deserve a fine relationship. I deserve the best relationship out there. What's really bothering is why I don't have that. It doesn't really help when this particular girl spends half her time complaining about her boyfriend and then turns around and talks about how in love they are. Oy.

I don't like being bitter. Honestly, it really gets me down that I feel this way. It's not a good way to feel about the world. But it's one of those steps you go through on the way back from being in a relationship. I'm still angry at times, because who wouldn't be angry at someone who wasn't willing to compromise or take a chance in life on something that could be the most important thing they've ever done? But then again, a wise woman told me that if they had decided to take a chance then it would be out of character. So true.

But come on. Anyone who says that their family drives them crazy and then refuses to live more than three hours from them has some issues they need to at least admit to themselves if not deal with. Geez I promised myself I wouldn't rant but then again here I am, ranting away.

Anyways, here I am, a little woman who at the moment is bitter at the world. At least the couples of the world.